Sadhana Shrestha

2007-12-20T19:38:00.000-08:00

SELFISH OR SELFLESS!!!

I am searching for that something...that my heart is seeking for....but I know I can't get that yet..I have just climbed one step out of 10...may be I genuinely have to struggle for that...but I don't wanna...feel likeI have lost everythin....I turn around but again I see those fool faces.. those crapy minds... those dirty feelings...those intolerable ideas..its enuf..may be more than enuf....every morning when I see my face in the mirror..I hate myself one more time......why we trust people so easily.....but life goes on....world is cruel...so are the people ..they think only they have heart.....only their emotions counts....only they get hurt .....very selfish(including me)....I still remember one of my friend sayin..world is a stage...life is a drama....god is the director...and we all are actors...and that perfectly makes sense...every one is playing their best to complete this drama....but why everybody is tryin hard to play the selfish role...why they can't be selfless????..hard to know them...even if u try they will turn themself for a while into fake world and give u the fake ideas...fake love...fake feelings...fake words...and u believe them ....trust them...and when that trust reach to that hierarchy...then u realise its tooo late...late for everything...your heart feels like going to the place where U can be by yourself only but you can't find any place to hide yourself.....you take shower for probably thousand times but still your heart reckon thats not enough....you feel as if u have lose that self-respect...!!!but still u learn something from that.....and adds up one more page of good experience in your life....nevertheless, again u get lost in this busy, crowdy and selfish world!!!!!

2007-07-25T17:17:00.000-07:00

DEAR MR. PRESIDENT

Though, I don't like politics but these days all the countries are heading towards the deep darkness from where its really hard to go anywhere. Whether, its big country like US of America or small and peacful country like Nepal. With the developments of new technologies the war and terror is reaching in its high point as never before...

All these so called "Kings, Presidents and PM" are acting like as if they have done anything special but the results that we are getting makes us to think that they have really become dumb and blind.

May be that's the reason why PINK wrote this wonderful song and tryin to say sumthing to all the presidents...Its not just a lyrics moreover, she is tryin to say so many things through this lyrics. I bet you all will also like this lyrics and do try to listen to the song as well if its possible on your side. And lets try to help poor and needy people as much as we can...PLEASE!!! We have to act by ourself now.. so, lets get started!!!!!!

"DEAR MR. PRESIDENT"(feat. Indigo Girls)

Dear Mr. President,Come take a walk with me.

Let's pretend we're just two people and You're not better than me.

I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly.

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street?

Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep?

What do you feel when you look in the mirror?

Are you proud?

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?

How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?

How do you walk with your head held high?

Can you even look me in the eyeAnd tell me why?

Dear Mr. President,Were you a lonely boy?

Are you a lonely boy?
Are you a lonely boy?

How can you say No child is left behind?

We're not dumb and we're not blind.

They're all sitting in your cells

While you pave the road to hell.

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away?

And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay?

I can only imagine what the first lady has to say

You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine.

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?

How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?

How do you walk with your head held high?

Can you even look me in the eye?

Let me tell you 'bout hard work

Minimum wage with a baby on the way

Let me tell you 'bout hard work

Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away

Let me tell you 'bout hard work

Building a bed out of a cardboard box

Let me tell you 'bout hard work

Hard workHard work

You don't know nothing 'bout hard workHard

workHard workOh

How do you sleep at night?

How do you walk with your head held high?

Dear Mr. President,You'd never take a walk with me.Would you?

Thanks !

2007-05-03T08:20:00.000-07:00

COMMENTS ABOUT YOUR BLOG ---From Manish Da

This is the email that was send by the most wonderful person that I have met in my life till now...he was supposed to put this in my comment box but he ended up with an email... Sorry Da !!

Dearest Sadhana...

First of all I am going to scold you for not letting me know about your blog before. But as you told me , I went through every lines I should say, cause I found- it revealed more about you than what you have shared with me. Came to know more about you .....a lot more. Found all the articles very well written. Your words were very well organised and was successful to take me ( us -who ever reads it) to that moment, it reveals your feelings and the excitement very well.

What I see is that you could very perfectly show how speacial that each moment was , how special each person is and how meaningful their words are. Ya, by jotting them down here in your blog has definately helped those people to see what you mean, how much you care for them and what they mean to you. This in turn will reward you with more care and more love cause you have told them how speacial they are to you.

About your speacial 20th birthday note..I am very happy that I could make a difference. And you know thats what I tried for..I was so amazed and felt very happy to see my exact words from my sms...I could clearly see how much special was those words for you...I am so happy for all those.

Well ! wanted to use your comment box for my words but you know I will go on ...on n on. so ended up mailing. I sat, infront of the comp and opened your blog as soon as I came back from work cause I was excited. Once again, found it really good, enjoyed reading every words and happy cause I know you more now. haha.

Ok....got to sleep now even though I have whole day off tomorrow..hahaha...and ya all the very best for all that you are doing. Ya, I know life here is not that easy, many commitments to be made at the same time what I will tell you is "Never confuse your career with your life" cause I can see that you are a girl with ambition and is working hard for it. I know there are many hard times which tries to break the strong side of us, but as I always tell you to be strong and keep on working hard cause that will take you near to your dreams and that is what we want isn't it!!

ok have a gud day tomorrow...I know you will receive it at late afternoon or at nite but still trying to make up your day..haha

Once again ....was very happy to read each and every words of your articles ....

Take care and see you soon...cause its been long since we last saw each other!!!

Your Da..

2007-05-01T18:17:00.000-07:00

E-MAIL TO SANJAY SINHA SIR !!!

These are the emails that I send to Sanjay Sir, When I used to work for Nestle India Limited some 3 years back in Nepal. I had nearly forgotten about these emails but recently Sinha Sir just forwarded me so, I just thought to drop these on my blog so that it remains with me forever and ever till I die.

He was the RSM(Regional Sales Manager) of Nestle India Limited and representative of the whole Nepal team. He is the one person whom I really admire and respect. Always ready to help, very generous, intellegent and very good BOSS. I think in my whole life I won't see such a good person as a BOSS. He was simply great and deserves more than the BEST !!! A perfect BOSS from every angle.

Dear Sir,

I must say it was my great privilege, that I got chance to visit India. Though it was only four day visit, it feels as if I have collected the memories of more than four years. I enjoyed each day of my visit. All the members were very much cooperative and helpful towards us. I want to thank all the senior and junior members for their great help and cooperation that is shown towards us.

SPECIAL THANKS

Y.SHETTI
We want to Thank Shetti Sir from the bottom of our heart for inviting us. Thank you for your great coperation and not forgetting, for making our Agra trip possible.

SANJAY SINHA
I don't have any words for you Sir because you are the real Boss for me, for other and for the whole Nepal team. Not only me but others have also gain lot of things from you, I must say its my luck that I got chance to work with such a great person like you.

GAURAV KHANNA
Thank you Sir, for providing each an every information about the Samalkha factory through your great presentation. The visit to Samalkha factory was a very good and awesome experience for all of us, the testing methods and the way of preparing Maggi, Dahi and Everyday which was really very exciting to see. The management and the working system of the Factory was really very good and praiseworthy.

We would also like to Thank, A.K Munjal, J.B Puri, Sanjay Taneja, Santhanam sir, Ganesh Nagapai, Hrithika Sharma and all the team members of Nestle Branch Office.

Lesson I Learnt:-

for Nestle Quality comes first. Nestle doesn't compromise on Quality.
for Every company their should be very strong systems and management.
Hygiene, which should be highly maintained.
Healthy working environment.
No communication gap.
Teamwork, which should always be strong and it is MUST.

Thanking You,
Sadhana Shrestha

This one is for Sinha Sir, written all about the Cookery Contest that was held at Nep trade On 1st of Baisakh 2062 B.S

Dear Sir,

Today, we organise the Cookery Contest in our Modern kitchen at NepTrade. With the help of Nirmal Sir we manage all the things for cooking. We made five teams with five team leaders Sadhana, Lalita, Roshni, Narayani and Anjani.

Though, it was sunny in the day time, all of sudden it start raining after few hours but then also we were able to cook 10 dishes as selected by Nirmal sir. Each team made two items. The judges were Mrs.Nirmal Shrestha, Mrs.Rajendra Shrestha and Mrs.Nitesh Rajput. Though, the work was tough because of the teamwork it became so easy and everybody enjoyed working together with full energy. Some were busy cooking, some cutting, some washing dishes it was a real fun. We felt like we were having picnic and we all missed you so much.

later on, after tasting the food that was made by five teams by the jury members as well as Nitesh Sir, Niramal Sir, Rajendra Sir, KVS Sir, Amit Sir, Miss Rojina and they decided the winners for the 1st Cookery Contest. Here's the list of the winners :

1st = Sadhana's team ( Paneer Butter Masala , Malai sandesh)
2nd = Narayani's team (Potato and cauliflower, Maggi Noodles)
3rd = Roshni's team (Curry Puff, Pudina Aloo)
Special Dish = Anjani's Team = Aloo ko Achar

Now, I personally want to thank you for all this. It was totally a new concept that you built up for us. Whole Nep Trade as well as other has highly appreciate your idea and has promised to continue this idea in coming future also. With your great effort one idea has been successfully fulfilled. Thanks for all those Recipe books. Now I am going to try these recipes at my home also. Today, you have again proved us one good example of Teamwork. i.e between Merchandiser, Promotion and other seniors. Thank you so much sir.

Thanking you,
Sadhana Shrestha.

2007-04-23T00:43:00.000-07:00

50 Things You Should Do In Your Life

Kiss a Movie Star
Swim with a dolphin
Take the next taxi to the ariport and catch the next plane to anywhere
Run a marathon
Do something you fear
Bungee Jump
Travel from coast to coast across the world
Eat something you have caught
Make fire without matches
Have your portrait painted
Win a premiership
Brew your own beer
Go to the opening night of the ballet
Buy cowboy boots in Nashville
Become the next internet phenomenon
Walk the red carpet at Oscar award night
Shower under a waterfall
Fall in love in Paris
Break up in Rome
Write song
Read a book in one sitting
Go to the World Cup Final
Hug a stranger everyday for a week
Talk to a stranger on the bus
Learn to fly a helicopter
Create a cult website and sell it for millions
Ride the biggest roller-coaster in the world
Memorise a poem
Start your own business
Buy a share in a racehorse
Get a tattoo
Play lead guitar in a band
Meet someone with your own name
Have a star named after you
Drink tequila in Mexico
Create a world record
Invent the next must-have Christmas toy
Go to safari
Fly in a hot air balloon across the desert
Grow your own vegetables
Design your own cocktail
Shoot a short film
Go white-water rafting
Milk a cow
Watch a lunar eclipse
Learn to tango
Go Date with five boys/girls in one day
Collect something pointless
Spend a night in a haunted house
Live overseas

2007-04-17T05:55:00.000-07:00

नेपाली पन

एसो सबै को ब्लग पद्दै जादा खेरी मलाई एकदम अचम्म लाग्यो किन कि आज भोली प्राय् जस्तो नेपलि ब्लोग्गेर् हरुको posting म नेपलिमा भएको देख्छु एसो हेर्दा ब्लग को शोवा नै बदे जस्तो लाग्ने नेपालीमा देख्दा, मलाई पनि एसो आफ्नु ब्लग को शोवा बदौन मन लगेर [Roman Unicode] को सहयता लिएर आफ्नो ब्लग मा केहि लेखन जदै छु शोवा बदने कुर त छदैछ।

अब सुरु त गरे लेखन तर के लेखन खासै सोच्न सकेको छैन हुन त दिइमाख् मा अस्तीन देकी एउटा कुरा ले ठाउँ बनाएर बसेको छ धेरै भैसक्यो लेक्छु भनेको तर मेरो लेखाइ को लागि दुलाई को साइत निकल्नु भन्दा बदी भयो के गर्नु काम पनि छैन फुर्सद पनि छैन भने जस्तो भएको छ।

एका बिहान कलेज जना को लागि Train कुर्न बसेको थिए अज 5 min बकी छ भनेर एक्छिन बस्छु भनेर बसे तैतिक्कैमा एक्जना साथीको बहिनी भेट भयो उस्लाई मैले एक दुई चोटि मात्र भेटेको छु त्यो पनि एक्छिन Hi, Hello मात्र राम्रो सँग कुरा गर्ने मौका भने पाएको छैन । लौ ठिकै मौकामा भेट भयो भने मन्मनइ अनि उसँग कुरा गरे :-

" के छ तिम्रो हालखबर ?"

I am fine.
what about you??

"म पनि ठिकै छु अनि कता जना लगेको ?"

I am going to city.

"अनि घर मा सब लाई कस्तो छ ?"

Ya all are fine ..they are doing good...
अनि मैले एसो सोचे के हो जे सोधे पनि English मै जवाफ दिन्छ अनि जे पर्ला पर्ला भनेर मैले सोधे

"के हो तिमीले नेपाली बोल्न बिर्सिस्क्यो कि क्या हो ? "

अनि मैले तेती भन्न पाको छैन उस्को उत्तर आयो

Ya I know but I feel easy to talk in english

ए भने अनि सोधे अनि नेपाली बोल्न बिर्सेंला नि तेसो गर्दा खेरी उस्ले भनी

ahh अलि अलि बिर्सिसक्यो नेपाली लेखन त आउँदैन मलाई बिर्सें ....

लौ !!!! अक्चम !!! परे म त अनि सोधे कति भयो र यहाँ आएको ?

उस्ले अब 3 yrs हुन्छ भनेर भनी तैतिक्कैमा मा train आयो र हामी दुबै train मा चाडऔ । अरु अरु कुरा गर्दै जाधा । मैले एसो सोचे लौ म आएको पनि ७ महिना हुन लाग्यो अब को २ र आधा बर्ष मा मैले पनि नेपाली बोल्न बिर्सेंने हो कि भनेर तर वीरसना त कसरी सक्किन्छ र हुन त नेपाली बोल्न बिर्सनु उस्को कहाँ गलती होरा त्यो त अब स्कुल मा सबै English बोल्ने अनि अरु ठाउँमा पनि ईंग्लिश नै बडी प्रयोग हुने तेसैले ईंग्लिश नै सजिलो तर मेरो बिचार मा हो English बोल्नु एकदम जरुरी छ बिदेशमा तर आफ्नु मत्रु भाषा नै बिर्सनु चाँही हुँदैन किनकी त्यो नै हाम्रो सबै भन्दा ठुलो पहिचान हो । होइन र !

2007-01-04T18:59:00.000-08:00

MY SPECIAL BIRTHDAY

January 3rd has always been a special day for me cause its my birthdate. Everybody gets excited about their Birthdays and so do I . It was my 20th birthday and I didn't expect anything special on this Birthday. I am here in Melbourne so I haven't told anybody about my birthdate and talking about my families, I am far and far most probably 1000 and 1000 miles away from them so this year I am going to miss those special birthday party that we used to do at our home with my dear and near frens and relatives. My mom used to get excited about our Birthday than anyone else. We used to have blast. Last year it was pretty good with Sangita, Hari, Agya, Sita, Atul, Kiran and Sachin.

I thought this birthday will be boring within myself as I am far away from all of my family members and frens but this year's Birthday turned out to be the most special and important birthday for me. Neither I had anykind of special gathering nor any kind of special celebration I was all alone within myself for a whole day but then also it was the special birthday for me. I was bit excited from the day before. I haven't told anyone about my birthdate here in Melbourne but co-incidently Manish Da came to know about my birthdate. He is the one who is really very close with my heart and a very special Brother in my life. He is always there for me to support and to help. I just feel so good to share my feelings whenever I feel lonely or miss my home. Thanks Da for being there for me la.

Manish Da was the first one to wish me on my birthday through sms. He just send me text msg at around 12:10 midnite by saying " Happy Birthday..... I wish you to have a very beautiful day from the early morning itself. Wish your dream of Melbourne's life starts being true along with the start of the brand new year. Wanted to be the first one to wish so just kept myself awake till now. I will talk to you in the morning. Once again Happy B'day....Ur Da" I was so happy to see his msg..so sweeeeeeet... Thanks da for your love and support. I am proud of myself coz I make you my brother. Thanks alot.

I was just lyin on my bed...without getting gud sleep suddenly my phone rang around 12:20 midnight..as soon as I picked up the call I heard " Happy B'day To U...Happy B'day To U...Happy B'day dear Sadhana, Happy B'day To U...." and it was my own dear Sachin. I got a first birthday call from him as always. We talked for few mins and I took a sleep since I had work from the morning itself. I had to sleep. Thanks Sachin for your call. Thanks for everything and Thanks a million for ur support and love.

At around 6 am in the morning, I got a call from Manish Da he wished me. I wake up and took a quick shower then I worship and prayed infornt of the God. If I were back in Nepal then my mom would have given me boiled eggs and yogurt as a sagun and worship god for my good health and better education. So, to continue those culture.. I just boiled eggs and have it as a sagun...at that moment I really missed my mom and family...Then I ran towards my work as I was getting late. I finished up my work around 4 pm as soon as switched on my mobile I got text msg from Archu Di saying " Dear Julie, Happy B'day to U ..May all your dreams come true. Dad, Mom, Bandu, Bhai ... Take care ..Love U" I came to know that they were trying to give me a call so I just quickly give them a call ..Mom picked up the phone as soon as she picked up the call and heard my voice she was so happy. She wished me and told me that she was trying to call me from the morning itself but I had switch off my mobile so they couldn't contact me. I felt like cryin....but made myself strong then I talked with Archu Di for a while and put the phone down.

I talked with Manish Da over phone as I had told him that I will be meeting him in the afternoon but I couldn't cause of my work. But he understands the problem and he is simply great. Then I got yet another text msg from unexpected person and he was non other than Anand Da sayin " Many many Happy Returns of the Day and Happy B'day". Later on he gave me a call and wished me and it really feels good when you get call from totally unexpected person. Thanks Anand Da for your call and text msg and Thanks for all your support.

There are some frens who are really very special in our life. I also have such kind of frens whom I really like and love...likewise Sangita is one of them...she is the one who remembers all of her frens birthdate that's why she send me a warm birthday wishes through email .... Hey Sangita Missin you alot!! and Last but not the least..Agya..she is my best fren..we have spend so much time together, Thanks Agya for your offline msgs..I really miss your company and gossips..and not forgetting Bandu Di...Thanks Bandu Di for your lovely Birthday card.

At last, Thanks everyone for those calls and msgs. I was really very overwhelmed by those calls and msgs. Though I was far from you all, but you all made my Birthday so special. Thanks Manish Da, Sachin, Anand Da, Archu Di,Bandu Di, Sangita, Agya and my whole family. LOVE U ALL.

2006-10-12T16:44:00.000-07:00

LEAVING ON A JET PLANE (last Day In Nepal)

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go,
I'm standing here outside your door,
I hate to wake you up to say good-bye.
But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn,
the taxi's waiting He's blowing his horn.
Already I'm so lonesome I could die.

So kiss me and smile for me,
tell me that you'll wait for me,
hold me like you'll never let me go.'
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
don't know when I'll be back again.
Oh, babe, I hate to go.

There's so many times I've let you down,
so many times I've played around,
I tell you now they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go I'll think of you,
every song I sing I'll sing for you,
when I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring.

So kiss me and smile for me,
tell me that you'll wait for me,
hold me like you'll never let me go.
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
don't know when I'll be back again.
Oh, babe, I hate to go.

Now the time has come to leave you,
one more time let me kiss you,
then close your eyes,
I'll be on my way.

Dream about the days to come
when I won't have to leave alone,
about the times I won't have to say:
kiss me and smile for me,
tell me that you'll wait for me,
hold me like you'll never let me go.

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane,
don't know when I'll be back again.
Oh, babe, I hate to go.
I'm leaving on a jet plane,
don't know when I'll be back again.
Oh, babe, I hate to go.

Yeah, Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane, I don't know when I'll be back again........This is one of my personal favourite song. I really like this song and I am pretty sure that most of the people love this song coz it has got very good lyrics, music and the singer who has sing this song has done absolutely wonderful job. I didn't know that this song will become part of my life since I was about to leave Nepal for my studies and from so many angle, this song was perfectly reflecting my life.

From my childhood, I 've been lucky enough to get more love from everyone either its from parents or grandparents or other neighbours. I was the third baby girl of my parents that's why my dad and mom used to call me "kanchi" and my sisters had always given me soo much love. I had everything that I wanted and dreamt of. Though my father was government officer he gave all of us good education, good manner, freedom and everything that we want. My mom was good housewife and a very good mother who has shown us the right way and always teach us to live our life in our own way.

7th October 2006, One of the most important and memorable day for me. It was the most important day for me in different ways...I was leaving Nepal, I was going to Melbourne to start new life....Going to be far from all my family and frens...and so so... and it was so hard for me to go through all these so suddenly. Since I got visa, my mom started crying...my dad was strong enough to hide his tears and my sisters and brother who were more like my best frens were pretty sad. This day is going to change my whole life. I am petty sure its for me and for my good career but then also its really very hard to believe cause everything was happening so quickly.

I had no responsibilty, no tensions, life was simply easy for me but after finishing up my 10+2, then I start thinking about my life and made myself engaged with works though my parents were against me but my sisters were good enough to understand me and my feelings. So, I always get their support and encouragement. With the passes of time, I get mature enough to understand the things and start taking my life in a practical way. I thought of going abroad for my further studies and I shared these things initially with my elder sister Archu and she was pretty happy with my descision then we talked with Dad and Mom and they simply said.."If you really wanna go then go..Its your life you can live it as you wish". Then I did IELTS and after finishing up my IELTS I started my processing within 4 months of processing I got VISA. I was so happy when I got visa but I haven't thought this day is going to be this much tough for me to leave everyone. After getting visa I told everyone about the news and everyone got angry with me since I haven't told anyone of them about my processings and everything.

Finally, the day has come to leave home. All my relatives and frens were at my home form the day before. My Best fren Sachin also got back from India to meet me for the last time before I left Nepal. I was very nervous infact, I was feeling so different from the Morning itself...bit tired cause of shoppings and all. I spent whole day with my frens and family. I had a late night flight so, it was good for me to spend whole day with my frens and family.

Finally, it was time for giving Shagun. I couldn't stop myself from crying....everyone was crying along with me my Bhauju, Dai, Aja, Paju, Dad, Mom, Sisters... and I can't forget Archu Di crying while giving Shagun. I didn't know that she was so sensitive, she is the one whom I really admire. She is a true insipiration for me. We used to work together till late night in our computer room she used to help me alot infact everyone. Hey Archu Di "U R THE BEST". I am really gonna miss you more than anyone.

Now, it was time to go to airport. All of them were in the airport. I was so nervous cause everything was happening so quickly. But I have to go...I bid bye to all and gave a warm hug to my dear Sachin. It was the most hardest time of my life to get depart from everyone. But this is life and life goes on like this. I enter inside the airport to get board pass and manage everything and bid them last bye and went upstairs towards the waiting room. The only thing that was hitting on my mind at that very moment was, when I am going to get back now.......

I know its hard to be far away form all your near and dear one and spend so many years far from them but its all for me and for my good career. I am here to do something and to establish my own identity. I will fulfill my Dad, Mom and sister's dream. I am here to make my own life and for good reason. Its true that I am going to miss them so badly but their support is always with me to carry on my life ahead. I Love U Dad and Mom, Archu Di, Bandu Di U two are THE WORLD'S BEST SISTERS I Love U two alot and my dear brother Sudip, I Love U too .....yeah once again..cause I'm leaving on a jet plane I don't know when I will be back again...............

Thanks

2006-09-17T07:48:00.000-07:00

CALL FROM MY OLD FRIEND

Usually, I wake up at around 8:30 or 9 in the morning, but today its only 7:30 I am already out from my bed, sitting infornt of my computer to jot down something that happened few moments ago... At around 6 am, I was in my deep sleep all of sudden, I got a call from unknown number and I wonder who can this be coz most of my frens doesn't even know my number..then within doubts I just picked up the call and OH MY GOD!! He was non other than my old friend Dipen. I was absolutely shocked and happy to hear his voice after such a long time back and that also early in the morning.. in my mobile, it was absolutely WOW .
At first I din't recognize his voice but later on I caught him, he told me that he got my number from Umesh we talked for few minutes and he told me thesedays he is busy in shopping, I thought since Dashain is around the corner that's why he must be busy in shopping but I was wrong coz after few sec he told me with a very low voice that he is going to Australia for his Further studies....and that also on coming Thursday.... I felt so good but at a same time bad too...Huh!! one more friend who is very good and honest ...is going to be apart from me...
I don't know why but he was sounding so low.... then I promised him to be at his house on wednesday evening and put the phone down. Then I was not able to give continuity to my sleep, and how can I also... so, I just came to share all these things with my blog.......

2006-09-04T23:13:00.000-07:00

MY BEST FRIEND!!

God made the world with a heart full of love,
Then He looked down from Heaven above,
And saw that we all need a helping hand,
Someone to share with, who'll understand.
He made special people to see us through
The glad times and the sad times, too;
A person on whom we can always depend,
Someone we can call a best friend.
God made friends so we'll carry a part
Of His perfect love in all our hearts.

The relationship of friendship is far and far more better than any other relationship that is what I think, feel and truly believe. And I feel in this way because I have a very wonderful and a special friend like Sachin who is really very intelligent, so loving, caring, very down to earth and sooooo soooo sweeeeet.

I know him from my 7th standard and we have shared a whole lot of things together in our school days... feels great whenever I remember those days. Currently, he is in Pune for his further studies and now I am knowing the true meaning of friendship. How important a special friend can be ??? When he was around me, I was always busy irritating him and making fun out of him, fighting with him, showing him my nonsense anger.... I still remember when we were in 10th standard, we fought with each other for a silly reason and didn't talk for 7 months and it was like hell to be in class without talking with him but many many thanks to Bipin because of whom we are still together. And now, when he is not around me, I just feel alone and I miss him so much. But its ok, for his career and for a friend like him I can do anything.

Now, we both are matured enough to understand many things but then also I haven't stop showing him my anger and he hasn't stop saying sorry for million times. Even today, we share a piece of a chocolate and a 'Black forest' on 3rd Jan and 10th Nov of every year. It just feels great to be with him whether its sitting at Jeans' Cafe and laughing at Chickens (if you remember dear) or sitting at Alina's and talking nonsense and bakwaaash guffs....

Hey, Sachin!! Thank You so much for being such a wonderful friend of mine. Thanks a lot for your immense love and care and thanks for being always there for me and for being my "BEST FRIEND". You are the one who I can really trust upon and who I can share whole lot of things like the way I do and I will always love to do so. I hope to get your support and suggestions till the end of my life. You are the best among the best for me and will always remain like this forever and for always. No one will and can take or hold your position in my life. I shall always be indebted for the friendship that you have shared with me.

Always remain like this and be the same. Never ever try to change yourself, if YOU dare to do so then your fucchi is going to give you one tight slap in your right cheek (as you have told me) heheheeee. May God give everyone a friend like YOU .... I wish you all the very best for your future. May there be success for you in every walk of your life and all the dreams and aspirations that your heart hold come true and may each day of life bring the best for you. God Bless you !!!!!

With Tons and Tons of Love,
Sadhana

2006-08-18T08:54:00.000-07:00

MY MOST MEMORABLE DAY !!!

Since from my child hood i have always hated the so called word
" Politics ". I, We and all of us know that it is a dirty game and no one (esp) youngsters of this generation wants to get involved in this dirty game. And because of this politics today our country is heading towards the darkness. I am running in my twenties and till now, I don't even know the genuine meaning of " Loktantra " or " Democracy" and I have never ever bother to know the meaning also after all, I am living my own life and I am quite happy with my life. But the situations and the conditions of the country also hampers the personal life directly and that I came to realize only then, when it actaully hampered my life along with millions and millions of people who are living in this country. Now, we are standing in such situation form where we can't run anywhere except accepting the fact and move with it by making it as a part of our life.

But beside these all facts, the day 21st April, 2006 stands as the most memorable day for me and it has to be also after all, I have done something for myself and for my country, this day will be remembered by me as the "SADHANA BEING THE PROTESTOR" like the rest of the nepalese people for the sake of loktantra (though i don't know the meaning) and against the King Gyanendra and his decisions.

Though, protest was going on from 6th April and it was going on with a higher mark from each day than the other and I was supporting them indirectly. At around 4 o'clock I was watching news on Kantipur Television, where I saw huge mass coming towards the Sathdobato from Balkhu as my house is near to the Balkhu after 15 minutes I suddenly, heard the huge crowd crying and yelling so I quickly run outside and saw the huge crowd. We(my frens and family members) watched the crowd from the terrace. Then at the very moment, my elder sister told us to get involved in the huge mass but we refused her proposal because we love our life and we don't want to take any risk, the situation was also like that anything can happen at any moment so we were quite scared at her decision but at last we made up our mind and thought to show our presence in that huge crowd. Within 5 minutes we 5 us me along with my frens and sisters get mingled with that crowd.

OH MY GOD !! such a huge crowd ....with lots of energy, stamina, excitement amd anger, which one can easily figured out from their "NARAS" and gestures and its obvious also afterall everybody is showing their participation in order to get their rights. There were so many women, childrens and above all most of them were youngsters. I was quite surprised because I have seen most of the youngesters going to discos, parties and roaming around esp. in Thamel areas and my frens also do the same but I was proved wrong on that day coz beside doing and going to parties and all they even know how to protest and fight with the crisis with great maturatiy. I felt so good and by seeing their participation which they were doing at the right time for the right purpose, I quickly gave a thought to my self " NEPAL IS GOING TO BE GREAT IN THE COMING FUTURE ". Armies were sitting at the side of the road and watching the activities with great interest and they don't have any other option also. Infornt of millions and millions of people, they were bound to sit like an idol.

Along with strong "Naras and Julush" we reached till Sathdobato and then we bid goodbye to the whole mass and gave lots of support to them from our heart and returned back to our home. After reaching home, I felt so proud and hounoured to myself and towards all the nepalese people who were fighting for their rights with lots of courage and excitement. Hats off to all the Nepalese people for their great work and courage which they showed in this 19 days long protest. LONG LIVE NEPAL.

2006-07-24T22:08:00.000-07:00

SOME BEAUTIFUL QUOTES!!!!

"Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing."

"Each of us must be the change we want to see in the world."

"A life is only as important as the effect it has on other lives."

"If you want to lift yourself up, lift up someone else."

"Friends are the angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

"Imagination is more important than knowledge."

"There is creative vision in each of us, but sometime it's hard to get that creative part started."

"There are no secrets to success. It is the result of preparation, hard work, and learning from failure."

"The closer one gets to the top, the more one finds there is no top."

"In order to succeed you must fail, so that you know what not to do the next time."

"Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly."

"Failure is success if we learn from it."

"In order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear of failure."

"Excuses are the nails used to build a house of failure."

"Failure is only the opportunity to begin again more intelligently."

"You don't get paid for the hour. You get paid for the value you bring to the hour."

"I do not pray for a lighter load, but for a stronger back."

"Success is the good fortune that comes from aspiration, desperation, perspiration and inspiration."

"If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes."

"A mind, once stretched by a new idea, never regains its original dimensions."

"What you can do, or dream you can do, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it."

"Wisdom is knowing what to do next; skill is knowing how to do it, and virtue is doing it."

"Never doubt the power of a small group of committed people to change the world. That's about the only way it has ever happened in the past."

"We are the music makers. We are the dreamers of the dreams."

"We are as gods, so we might as well get good at it."

"I was hungry and you gave me food; I was thirsty and you gave me drink; I was a stranger and you took me in; I was naked and you clothed me; I was sick and you visited me; I was in prison and you came to me. I thirsted for knowledge, and you gave me an opportunity to learn." Jesus.

"In every idea a multitude of new ideas is lying dormant."

"The earliest you can start any project is now."

2006-07-01T23:18:00.000-07:00

ABOUT MY BLOG

let me first welcome you all to my blog. I have created this blog for myself and for all my friends. For myself, coz from now onwards, it will be my own personal blog where I will jot down my articles (though I won't be doing it regularly) but I will try my best to put my posting daily and for my friends...coz they can give lots of comments and suggestions...... on my posting...........Yupppppyyy I am so excited...... So, LET'S GET STARTED..........huhhh..

Sadhana